Wednesday, December 5, 2018

He Doesn’t Believe Fat Meat is Greasy





(Read while playing Daniel Caesar featuring H.E.R - Best Part)

I don’t know when I started feeling unsettled in this relationship.  I did tho.  And I prayed for an answer that I was getting the entire time I started to pray.  When something inside me knew something wasn’t right.  I couldn’t see it then the devil blinded my eyes.  I could, however, feel the thunder in my soul, and the thorn in my heart.   I couldn’t see his movements.  I grew more unsettled day after day.  I didn’t know why.....Panicked, woken from a peaceful sleep, I cried out to the Lord and He always answers.  I heard a ding on another phone, after I asked God if I should leave.  Please God give me the courage to do so.  I didn’t know what was wrong with me...He loves God like I do, evenly yoked the love of my life.  Jesus pour your Holy Spirit into my life.  Grant me wisdom to see people for who they truly are.  I love and thank you God for the insight.  He just hadn’t grown up yet at 49. I wanted to believe in him and us.  I wanted it to work more than noticing the inconsistencies.  I could feel God’s love pouring into me and teaching me.  I remember a proverb that said the one for you is not the one that causes butterflies and nervousness or stress.  It’s the person that makes you feel at ease, rested and truly loved.  True love is the presence of God.  True love is being treated like God your Father would treat you......with little human error as when love springs to life, no man or evil or beast should separate that love.  God ordained love.  That kind of love would wrap around your skin like soft cloth and bring peace to your soul like the sun on a warm day.  I’ve only known this true love through God.  If he would just admit that he was sorry, admitted his faults, confess with his lips and believe in his heart that it will never happen again.  I could forgive him with the forgiveness that God gave me, and still love him with the love that God gave to me.  He’s to proud for that.  That’s how you lose the love of your life.  God wants the best for His children.  Do not worry or be afraid as He will light the path you should take.  When your body is unsettled and growing weak, you are traveling the wrong way, please take heed.  Pray the right path shows clearly even in the darkest of light.  Like lessons, people can also be test or trials.  The love and trust of God will see you through anything, especially the pain that this life brings.


Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends. As for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away.

Sunday, August 12, 2018

Salvation

DICTIONARY
sal·va·tion
salˈvāSH(ə)n/
noun
  1. 1.
    preservation or deliverance from harm, ruin, or loss."they try to sell it to us as economic salvation"

  1. 2.
    THEOLOGY
    deliverance from sin and its consequences, believed by Christians to be brought about by faith in Christ.

Jesus was not sent to save saints, He was sent to show that even the lowest of lowly men and women can have salvation and become saints.

The Spirit and the bride say, "Come!" And let the one who hears say, "Come!" Let the one who is thirsty come; and let the one who wishes take the free gift of the water of life.
~Revelation 22:17~

Keisha

Thursday, July 26, 2018

FAITH the size of a mustard seed

I’m looking for a way out. In the mist of the storm it’s so hard to wait on the Lord.  I’m not losing faith, it’s the control in me that makes me want to think of an alternate plan.  I want to be aligned with what God wants.  It’s hard not knowing for sure where I stand.  I can’t desert a friend to save myself?  I can’t hear what God is telling me. In the mist of the storm my mind goes unsteadily.  I can’t see what’s before me.  My body just wants relief.  I’m crying out to God for instruction.  “Please help me Lord I’m drowning.” Do I even deserve to be saved?  Do I even deserve His grace?  For the mess of me, for the mess I’ve become, for not wanting hardship or struggle.  I again desperately need you Lord.  So very desperately need you God.  I can’t be for him what he needs, because I can’t be for me what I need.  So, hurt that I had so many plans and back to where I was before, I’m so scared to stand.  I’m sinking, the pain is unbelievable, I can’t see the end of this.  I’m not losing faith, I’m a human being, full of sin and regret, full of resentment and contempt.  I just want to release it all.  I’m finding it hard to give it to God, and I have more faith than the size of that mustard seed.  I need God’s breath to be the life of me.

He replied, "Because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you." ~Matthew 17:20~


Keisha

Monday, April 23, 2018

In All Things.....Pray

Through the darkest of dark hours, please let God be your light.

When hope evades like the acquittal of the police killing another black man 

Pray.

When time slows down and in the midst of the storm you can’t find your way 

Pray

When words stumble out like smoke from a flame a tongue that can’t be tamed

Pray

When the world seems to suck all the energy from your space

Pray

When deserts seem quenched and oceans seem dry

Pray

In all days and in all times

Pray

Even when you can distinctly see God’s light

Pray


Look to the LORD and his strength; seek his face always. 
~1 Chronicles 16:11~


Keisha 


Monday, March 19, 2018

The Truth





God will never disappoint, 
but people are sure too always 


If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. ~1 John 1:8~

Keisha


Thursday, January 11, 2018

Shame On Us!

What type of world do we live in?
That a woman can be wheeled out of a hospital, 
In the cold,
And left at a bus stop
In a hospital gown?
What type of person? 
Allows a supervisor
To tell them
“Put her at the bus stop”
And they do it!
Where is the integrity in that?
We are factory animals 
Forging where ever the boss
Tells us to go.
Not letting God lead us,
But allowing sin to kill us.

And he said to him, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the great and first commandment. And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as yourself. On these two commandments depend all the Law and the Prophets.”

He has told you, O man, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you but to do justice, and to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?

“Judge not, that you be not judged. For with the judgment you pronounce you will be judged, and with the measure you use it will be measured to you. Why do you see the speck that is in your brother's eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye? Or how can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when there is the log in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the log out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to take the speck out of your brother's eye. ...

Never allow anyone to dictate who you are or how you live.  Allow God to show you in which way you should go, and follow that path.  The other will surely lead you to destruction.  

~ Keisha